Back on Tracks

Have become sane again.:)).....learnt my lesson....n certainly gonna fuck CAT next year...Hey this is overconfidence or what ....ha ha.....:))...na m just gonna work much harder. These fucking college holidays ain't getting over...getting bored at home..wen wil classes take place.....darn it!!

M Feeling Blue

oh god my head is still so heavy. It's like I drank a bottle of vodka yesterday. Still finding myself swimming in the sea of sorrow....though i felt quite better wen i went to take a walk around du yesterday. The cold breeze helped me a lot..it felt really good to be alone...but the moment I came home depression gripped me really hard. My heart never felt so heavy in past few years. God...I have not told about my result to my dad yet. But I know I have to find some way outta all this. This failure is not gonna be the final chapter of my life. I am sure my zeal to become a multi millionare is gonna take me to the right track once again.

God ...keep on fucking me like this.

I have officially hit rock bottom today.....didn't get through the entrance exam which i really wanted...don't know where I went wrong...I am so blank right now I can't tell ya...looks like I have to waste another year of mine now...it sucks studying the same thing again....God...I worked so hard.....Today I am feeling the same way which I felt wen I was not able to get through my enginnering entrance exam in d 1st attempt....I am so down and out.I am so fucked today.....I don't give a damn abt nything from now on...FUCK everything.