Whatt am I doing?

It’s 12:50 am. No signs of sleep here. I think am going to remain awake for 2 3 hrs more. I ponder over many trivial issues at night. Most of them are silly so can’t share them here. These days am so free that I have lost the purpose of living. Try to preoccupy myself wid things but all the efforts r in vain. Gosh…. I want some work to do. Idleness is driving me crazy.